I've had to ask myself today, after the 'Star Power' game whether or not Social work is really for me. I feel so.. lost and inundated from this major right now. I feel the way Marjorie used to look. She would just stare at me, and now I do the same to other people. I am finding that I am not sure I want this work. Do I really have the heart for it? Do I want to help people who don't even thank or appreciate me? I am not sure this is even interesting to me. I feel guilty too- I feel like somehow the fact that I don't want to be a social work major makes me a bad person or it means I don't care. Of course this isn't true... I do care, and I don't like to see other people suffer, but I must ask myself is this the kind of work I want to do day in and day out? Am I in my element?

The star power game we played today in class really made me do some introspection. I'm not sure I am a good/ nice person. I feel awful today. Man, these 3 class days are just too much.. never again. Alright I have to read for my next class. peace.